im scared of everything
its really easy to fall back into old habits when no one is holding you accountable for your actions
i really need to give myself more credit/ acknowledge the fact that i am a survivor of physical/emotional/sexual abuse and stop trying to pretend like my experiences “weren’t as bad as what other people go through”
it was this day last year that i swallowed an entire bottle of celexa
happy im not dead anniversary to me.
i go to work i come home i cry sometimes i see people and pretend i am kind of happy but then i go home and cry again because im stupid